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Monday, August 31st, 2009

Time:3:31 am.
I have been a college graduate for 4 months now.
No I don't have a job yet.
I've been just hanging out around lame Massachusetts.
Actually, I went to Boston to see the Sox a few days ago and that wasn't really lame.

I started not sleeping again.

Keith stays over every night, and I wait for him to fall asleep to play video games or play on the computer.

I dont know what to even write anymore.
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Wednesday, April 15th, 2009

Subject:can I graduate?
Time:3:21 pm.
I highlighted my hair. It looks pretty sweet. Theres only a few weeks left of school. I ordered ThisCollapse ) dress to wear for graduation. Thank you forever 21 for having cheap clothessss!!!!!!!!!!! Keith got a nother job, so thats pretty cool. Nothing really cool happens to write about. I should probably start looking for jobs for after I graduate. I also need to get some clothes for the trip to Florida I'm going on with Jamie. We are hitting up Disney world and shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time to go find something to occupy the rest of my day.

Oh yeah,here isCollapse )my new hair, for shits and giggles. Don't you love our awesome Miley Cyrus poster in the background?? I thought you would....
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Wednesday, March 25th, 2009

Time:4:16 pm.
I have decided that after 4 years of cutting my hair myself to avoid going to a salon that I want them to do it for me. Basically I hate my hair and I think that its hopeless to try and do myself anymore. I'm going shorter and I hope that I dont want to cry when I am done. I think I am gonna try and go friday before my dentist appointment. woo woo!
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Monday, March 9th, 2009

Time:2:35 pm.
I always forget what I write in here, so I write the same crap a thousand times.

I am going to NYC with Jamie this week. Wednesday we are gonna get there early, check in, and when Jamie goes to work I am gonna go to the mecca of Forever 21 stores. Then I am gonna meet her at work and we are off to see Britney Spears and hopefully not her pussay hahahahaha.

I am also gonna go shadow Jamie at EMI and it is gonna be sick! Then when we get back its spring break!
Yay!


I have nothing to really do today. I missed class this morning and my night class was cancelled. Blahhh.

I am currently obsessed with Taylor Swift. To the point where keith told me he didnt want to listen to tay tay in the car. And yes, he called her tay tay.

We went and say watchmen and it was awesome.

We also drove around the entire circumference of the wachusett reservoir at 3 am, because Keith convinced himself he knew where he was....the nect day he got a GPS, haha.

Spring Break will consist of me and my mom driving around in our new minivan and shopping....unless I spend all my money in NYC.


Resume being bored.
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Sunday, March 1st, 2009

Time:12:37 pm.
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Somebody buy me this dog!
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Monday, February 16th, 2009

Time:11:48 pm.
Quick update on my life.

I started a diet. I gained a ton of weight since last summer and I want to lose it all before graduation. I think I can do it!

Valentines day was cute. Keith and I went to Moe's, drove around until midnight listening to Delilah (lol), and watched some home movies at his house. He was such a hilarious little kid.

I dyed my hair red again.

I am am graduating soon and it scares the shit out of me.

Keith got a job.

My parents are buying me a van.


This boat is real.


Time to go watch Hellboy,since I am lame and have no life.
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Wednesday, January 28th, 2009

Time:6:03 pm.
Today was a snow day, so I slept until 4. Now I probably won't be able to sleep tonight when I have a class at 10 in the morning the next day.

I am already really bored with my hair, so I am probably going to go redder.

90% of the people I used to hang out with back home are such insanely huge bags of douche now that I can't take it. For reals.

I read the Perez Hilton book last night, the whole thing in all of its awesomeness.
maybe thats the route to go because I would love the free clothes.

My suitemates totaly called facilities about the toilet having a little trouble flushing, but they won't call about the fact that the heat does not work in their room and they have to keep cranking the heat in the whole apartment up at fucking 80. The heat works fine in my room, and I sit here in the middle of a snowstorm in a tanktop with the fucking fan on because I can't take the heat.

I went to NYC last week, it was pretty sweet. I paid like 9 bucks for a pack of cigarettes, insanity.
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Monday, January 19th, 2009

Subject:Fuck balls
Time:5:56 am.

I am leaving to go back to Hartford todaaay. It is 6am and I can't sleep, gaaaay! I am gonna stay in NYC Thursday night and hotel party it up with jamie and juan!!! Maybes we can scam out gossip girl shoots and be extras, hahahaha! I have to wake up in 4 hours to shower and pack because I am a procrastinator at everything in life! Last semester, let's make it a good one!

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Saturday, January 17th, 2009

Subject:Lets hear it for the lulz
Time:12:55 pm.
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This is the scariest thing I have seen in a long time.
Literally, if I was a small child and I was given one of these to play with, I would probably cry.


If you can't tell, its stuffed Fall Out Boy. They have managed to make it more frightening and ridiculous looking than the real thing, kudos to you sir.

Read the rest of the story here....

PS: I wonder if Pete Wentz's stuffed counterpart talks about fucking his wife in the ass and drinking her breast milk when you squeeze his tummy?
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2009

Time:5:13 am.
A disconcerting way to wake: to find everything in place
the world goes on without my faith in anything
to have to drag myself from bed, pull a sweater over my head
(somehow find a way to brave the sun again).
And all of this just as I was beginning to have the most amazing dream.
They rolled the stones away and let everyone come right in and say hello to me.
They picked me up and held me there and smiled at my crumpled wings.
And all of this just as I was beginning to have the most amazing dream.
And when you go to sleep at night, don't you ever feel the weight
of all the things that make you happy; that float around you, pull you down?
And don't you ever want to stand up on the waves and run?
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Tuesday, January 13th, 2009

Time:8:26 am.
Dutchess fell down the stairs

:(
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Friday, January 9th, 2009

Time:3:36 am.
Ever since I was little I get these extremely strong urges to leave. Not because I am unhappy really with where I am, I just want to go.

I just want to go somewhere, anywhere that isn't familiar.

I want to see something like this again:
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I want to go out and see things and take pictures and use my brain instead of watching tv all the time, watching tv and beating up Keith with socks...haha.

I have a cold and I feel like shit.

Keith said he might go to Italy after he graduates in October, hopefully I will have a baller job with some dece monies and I can go to California and visit Jamieface during the time Keith is gone!

dreamsdreamsdreams
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Thursday, January 8th, 2009

Time:12:17 am.
I watched Twilight last night, because I had to see what all the hype was about. I liked it, a lot, because I am like that. I can understand why girls freak out about it, everyone wants the dude that will do anything for them....what we get are the guys that fart on our legs and think it is the coolest funniest thing ever. But hey, I'll take it.

Hehe.

Keith is pissed because is brothers left him 'deoderant' sized pizza slices for dinner.
Hahahaha.

I am so fucking bored.

Time to watch some more movies and fry my brain.
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2009

Subject:We're all getting hosed tonight.
Time:1:44 am.
My life is so boring.

I love being home and all, but I am really excited to get back to school and go out with Jamie and Juan and get all sorts of crazy.
I just have this urge right now to go bar hopping.

I have been sitting on my ass in my house since I got home, watching absurd amounts of movies. I've watched so many un-released, in theater, and on dvd movies that I have run out of movies I want to see. Besides Marley and Me, because I can't find it online anywhere.

I need to start working out and getting in shape. I feel like crap all the time.


blah blah blah.

It's all rainy and snowy and shitty out and it's making my head hurt.

Here are some pictures, more to come when I get off my ass and get out and start finding shit to take pictures of.

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Wednesday, December 31st, 2008

Time:2:43 am.
Jamie came to visit me on mondayy, yay! We went and scooped up Keith, and listened to Lupo talk for a while, and went shoppingg at the mall and it was super fun(ny).

Keith didn't complain once, he got chinese food out of the deal so he was happy as shit! haha!

I ordered some clothes from forever 21's website because their stores are not doing it for me anymore. They have different stuff online, or I just can;t find it in the massive train wreck they call a store.
I got a t-shirt, just plain white and v neck because I can't have enough of those, some sweet boots, liquid leggings, and a grey sweater vest.

I just finished dying my hair back to brown, blonde got old real quick. I just watched 'Milk' too, and it was awesome. Not as awesome as 'Gran Torino' but I still enjoyed it.

I have a camera again, and a memory card that holds more than 5 pictures, I think I need to get going on taking pictures of shit.

my head hurts like a bitch so I think I am going to go lay in bed and watch another movieeee.
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Friday, December 26th, 2008

Time:3:28 am.
I was so tired at 11 that I thought I was going to die, and here I am at 3:30 am still fucking awake.

Christmas was fun, as it is every year. I got a new hair straightener, and some awesome pajamas, and lot sof cool stuff. My mom never gets me the clothes I put on my list, I thinks it is because she can't remember what I describe to her and to avoid getting me something I hate she dosn;t get anything. Thats fine by me though, I always get money from the grandparents, so I just used that to get some nice shit from forever 21.

I got the first season of Gossip Girl on dvd, which is probably why I am still awake. I just watched the whole thing like a week ago, so to avoid getting bored I am watching it backwards. Its pretty weird....

Keith got a whole AXE gift set thing with shampoo, hair gel, shower shit, the whole nine yards...so that means every time I see him for the next few days he's gonna make me sniff his hair and or face to see if it smells ok. I know this because he was making me sniff his hair tonight because it smelled like coconut. WOOPEE!

I love how shallow I seem on livejournal, all I write about is useless crap, and shit I've gotten or bought myself.
Dammit though, shopping really does make you feel good, haha. I am at that point again where I feel like my wardrobe is shit and I need a ton of new things to wear. Sooo, that means a lot of getting a few sweatery/vesty/coaty things to make the crap I already have seem different, yay!


I did order another pair of boots though, I can't help myself, boots are God's gift.
Seriously, water, light, fucking humans? This is my list of God's most precious creations.

On the first day, God created naps.
day 2 - pickles
day 3 - Gossip Girl
day 4 - hair straighteners
day 5 - boots
day 6 - sweatpants
day 7 - music, because if theres nothing to sing or dance to, everything else is just kind of useless.

I'm pretty sure this list changes daily. One of the days last week, God befriended captain morgan....and another cigarettes. So, yeah.

On a completely different note, my cousins are so big. I remember when they were born...and now they are driving and shit, and I'm like, but no I just started driving......and I remember I am graduating soon and technically considered an adult and I feel like I need a walker. I seriously feel old, which I don't want to be. I want to be the girl who goes outside during summer downpours in a bathing suit just because its closer than the pool, and who spent an hour every single day after school singing "I need you tonight" from the Backstreet Boys dvd into her spice girls microphone set, and I don't want that to change. My parents said I already did, but all I did was turn that stuff into different situations. Like telling some little kid on the side of the road in Middletown that he is a baby-fucker.

I need to sleep. Keith will probably be over early tomorrow yelling at me for still being in bed.
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Monday, December 22nd, 2008

Subject:If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't know my best friend.
Time:5:55 am.
Home for a month, such a good feeling.

I don't know what it is but I feel so unmotivated all the time. All I want to do is lay around and watch tv. I had a week of nothing to do, and instead of doing the paper that was due friday, I watched Gossip Girl...all week, including friday afternoon....and did my entire paper in like an hour. I need to start taking my medicine again.

I have been home for just about a day and a half, and I already injured myself pretty good.
I was being a douche in my room when Keith was here, and I slipped and smashed my face on the bed post. I chipped my tooth and bruised my cheek bone. I thought my tooth fell out completely, thank god it didnt because I would have cried so bad. I probably only would have cried for a minute, then laughed...depending on Keith's reaction.

I feel bad, I always look like I just got out of bed when I see him...when I see anybody anymore. I can't even bring myself to looking nice. I stay in pajamas all day long and I barely wear makeup.

Probably because I stay up all night.

I want to sleep right now, but I am stalling until my dad leaves so I can mosey downstairs and get my last 3 fucking cigarettes and smoke one.

I am happy Christmas is so soon, It will basically force me to wake up and take a shower and look nice. I will even take pictures of that rare shiiiiit.

I think I am just stuck in a super rut, and I need something awesome to happen to get me out of it and start living again.




I got all my Christmas presents wrapped at least! Thank god Keith was here to instruct me in the fine art of covering a box with paper because I would have been totally lost......note the sarcasm, I had a gift wrapping lesson from the kid who told me that birds died during the winter.

ughhhhh, sleep I guess.
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Saturday, December 20th, 2008

Time:2:30 am.
I am finished for the semester! One more to go, YAY!
I did a survey out of boredom. I probably left a bunch of shit out. No one reads this anyway, besides Jamie.
Yo Jamie whats up my bitch?




Annual End of Year SurveyCollapse )
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Monday, December 15th, 2008

Subject:there's something dancing in my head to a song I can't forget
Time:3:18 am.
Friday I turned 22. We went to this bar called Eli Cannon's and it was pretty sick.
Keith called and was screaming about trees falling all over his neighborhood, I though he was kidding.
When we picked him up friday afternoon it looked like a war zone on his street, and a tree fucking fell on the jeep. All it did was smash out a tail light and break the rods for putting the soft top up.

I got a new camera so I can start taking lots of pictures of random shit again!!!!!!

I am almost done with christmas shopping.
So far I have

Dad: a bunch of movies he needs/wants to have
mom: a candle, and I am planning on getting some sort of stand thing for it
Tommy: Fallout 3
Keith: a mo fucking iPod, because I am awesome, and I felt so bad when he had to pawn his other one

I got Jamie season 1 of gossip girl, and made her open it tonight so we could watch it all day long. Thats probably what I am going to do all week besides write papers.

One more semester to go. I can't believe it went by so fast.

I am caught in a crossroads, I don't know if I want to go lighter with my hair or go back to brown.
I guess I'll do blonde first, since it will be easier to darken light hair.

I need to clean my apartment soooooo bad this week.
And pack up all my shit.
And maybe sleep while I'm at it

fuck my life.

PS: When you're drunk, you should probably keep your mouth shut before you tell me more shit that you should have told me YEARS ago.
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Monday, December 8th, 2008

Subject:you can't be caught red-handed if you're not red-handed....
Time:1:01 am.
Two weeks left of the semester.
Which means lots and lots of work to be done, which I really really don't want to do. I have gotten so lazy, I need some goddamn motivation. As if graduating isn't a good enough motivator..ha.

I have 2 papers for my civil war class, a project for pop culture, and my final abstract for research methods. And I need to get a lot of forms signed so I don;t have them looming when I go to fill out my degree application.

Last Thursday was epic madness. Coletta and I drank ourselves into oblivion and it was glorious, until I barfed up chef boyardee and nachos the next morning.

Some kid from a local band that my brother knew died this weekend. Sad stuff.

I started my christmas shopping. I got my mom some light up interchangeable candle thing, and I got Keith an iPod, and downloaded like every cd he wants and loaded them on to it. I am the best girlfriend ever, he better recognize. Haha. I'm getting Tommy an xbox game, and trying to get my dad a new cell phone.
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